Mixed up a rather strong rum 'n coke and don't think it was strong enough to make me anything more than slightly sleepy. I got my pj's on and got into bed to listen to some music before I fell asleep. I looked at postsecret, MLIA, and a couple other such sites, and I found one called The Experience Project. You can write confessions or random thoughts or anything at all. So, some of my own, using some of the same wording from the site. It's too late and my brain's being kicked into overdrive and refusing to go to sleep.
-I don't like to make eye contact. I find direct eye contact to be rude and arrogant and I don't care for it.
-I admire wit and intelligence.
-I enjoy looking and feeling feminine, but I can take an action flick with the best of 'em.
-I love perfume.
-I think we create too many rules around sex, love, and anything that makes us human.
-I have way too many 'what ifs' that keep me up too late at night looking for answers.
-I can no longer sleep the night through when I'm sleeping alone.
-I would much rather be single than unhappily married. Realistically, I don't think I ever see myself getting married.
-I have 'sense hunger'. I love 'robust' colors and strong flavors. I crave touch. I like to touch things and feel what they're made of.
-I love coffee. My parents made it when I was younger before my mom found out she was allergic to caffeine, and I always used to love waking up smelling the smell of fresh coffee. It's a comforting smell for me.
-I love cheesy jokes and riddles and wordplay.
-I believe in ghosts and the supernatural.
-I can't be placed into categories. I've tried, and other people have tried. The labels never stick.
-I love food. I love to share food with friends and sometimes get mildly offended when they refuse for reasons unrelated to medical reasons (ie. allergies).
-I like to learn new words and say them to myself to get a feel for them.
-I love singing and I'm starting to be more comfortable with belting one out when other people are around.
-I have very little shame. I'm past being ashamed of myself. You can't be ashamed if you work in an adult store, because nine times out of ten the customer's far more embarrassed than you are.
-I support gay marriage to the fullest! Love is love and you can't help who you love.
-I laugh at totally inopportune times because I remember stupid things that make me laugh.
-I've lost three friends this year. I still miss them even though we weren't as close as we could have been.
-I think people take life too seriously. It's all you've got. Taking the risk-free route is not living, it's only existing, and you're wasting the only thing you have that's truly yours.
-Whenever I'm out and about and I trip, I do the classic look around; "anyone watching? No? 'Kay, didn't happen."
-Sometimes, lyrics say it better than words. Even if the lyrics aren't in your own language. Sometimes, you just know what they're trying to say.
-I'm very socially awkward and make myself look like a total idiot, and I'm okay with it.
-I have done many things which I am not proud of. I'm learning to forgive myself first.
-I love lingerie, it makes me feel like a lady. Especially corsets. I know they used to be thought of as confining, but honestly, I feel almost dangerously feminine and powerful when I wear one.
-I'm pro-choice all the way.
-Sometimes, at my most productive all I'll do is sit at home in my pajamas with a cup of tea, watching movies.
-I love long meaningless drives where you can go alone or with someone and talk about everything or nothing and it doesn't matter.
-I think I'm smart enough to know that, sometimes, I'm a real idiot and I don't know all that much.
-I like a good quote.
-I tend to push away my own issues so that I forget I even have any. Sometimes they resurface. Sometimes they don't.
-Sometimes, I think I was supposed to be born in a different country or a different time period.
-I still call anyone older than me "sir" or "ma'am".
-If I'm not doing something almost constantly, I get extremely restless, bitchy, and bored. I almost NEED to be employed.
-Sex is one thing but I need intimacy when I'm seeing someone.
-Big mistakes are something I'm good at. But I'd rather learn from the shame of them than not have them at all.
-I'm a screen-yeller when I watch horror movies at home. I shout advice at the characters with the dumb hope that they're able to hear me and be saved, and then I could feel like a badass.
-The only times I'll ever be seen to do the classic girly freakout over bugs is when the bugs in question are cockroaches.
-I think people are not entitled to respect unless they give it as well.
-I've gone into a room, and promptly forgotten why I went in there, more than my fair share of times.
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