So a friend of mine is going to Vancouver Film School in May, to get into Acting for Film and Television. I'm happy for him, but I'm also jealous. For the longest time I've wanted to get into acting, but I've never pursued it. I don't know why. I asked him what studying acting was like, and here's what he told me:
"It's a really deep course, actually. The beginning of it, when you're just getting started out, is all about finding yourself and discovering who you are."
I asked him why this was, and here was the answer:
"The beginning is all about finding yourself because if you don't know yourself, if you don't even know who you are or how you act- then how can you possibly act like another person?"

Sometimes I wish I could take more chances. Sometimes I wish that I didn't have to worry about school ever again, and that I could just go travelling around the world for as long as I wished. I wish I didn't have to worry about money. Not that I want to be rich- I don't really want to be rich. No, I just want to be comfortable, with enough to pay the bills and buy food and keep me warm when the weather turns cold.

I've been reading entirely too much Tom Robbins these days. That, or I've read Born Confused one too many times.

It's been so hot the last few days. It's gotten to 30 two or three times in the last week. Winter's finally gone, and now I can stop feeling so down. I do feel down in winter. I love the sun. I love the warm weather and decreased layers of summer. In winter I always feel the same- cold, and smothered.

I re-applied for the September semester at UNBC, I went to the BMO to ask about my Mastercard, I'm moving in to a new place on July 1st, and I'm looking for a job.

God, I feel old.